Lonely

Some days I fine my self thinking you are my only friend

only you can explain what I myself can't 

my friend my singular companion

I  spent hours, day even thinking about you

 in solitary 

 my solitary 

 your love broke the barrier 

I honestly think I am going mental 

without you my emotions are unkempt 

I am going crazy 

I swear this loneliness is killing me

my heart is feeling things it shouldn't

awaken my soul so my mind will be restored to it's proper state

I don't understand myself anymore

what is wrong with me 

I don't remember

Friend help me 

friend I need you 

You have helped me in so many ways 

fix me 

please I beg

I am a wreck

a broken shell of a person I once was

help my lonely soul

misunderstanding

People don't understand Mother Nature
They don't understand that it's not her fault everybody is dying 
that she can't stop the ground from being arid
the bairns are brainwashed 
once upon a time everyone was simple- minded
back when mother Nature actually mattered
now she is just an  after-thought
I just want you to know that I still care and that
 I am trying to save you 
I don't know why and sometimes I  accidentally join the crowd in wronging you 
but I wrote this poem for you and only you
I know it isn't enough but at least you know
 I am trying love 
You have treated well 
I am just returning the favor

Letter to self

Dear Queen
You are beautiful
not in the average type of way
not the teen magazine way
but your way
the pure way
everything about you is amazing
I hope you realize that before you sell yourself short
you are brave
you are strong
you are a warrior
you are nothing less than a Queen
do not forgot that
not now not ever
even if a man tells you otherwise
they are lying
as men always do
you are only to trust in four things
God
Yourself
your family and you soul mate
and until you meet him don't trust in any man you meet
for they will hurt you as they always do
So take courage
and take whatever life throws at you
calmly